Happiness is love, happiness is a balanced movement. When any one passion outweighs all others it topples the scales of balance.
No one knows you better than you are, no one can give you all the answers you seek. Do not ignore your feelings, do not suppress your beliefs, for they are the inner fire that lights up your life and direct you on your journey. One can never avoid painful burns when playing with fire, but mistakes teach care and vigilance.